Article: Trapped in the Porn Web

Okay... today I have seriously nothing to say... yeah

trapped in the Porn web... that was our main discussion... do I need to elaborate further? I'm a guy with raging hormones... right enough said...

My parent's rock... yeah... hopefully it rubs off

yeah... so we're apparently still discussing about the survey that we took... well... it sure does bore me... well I've been trying to participate actively... well... hopefully I am... yeah...

Anws this is good... 'cause it raises awareness of the future and what's installed for me when I like get married and have children...

Being a Father isn't easy okay... I know because I'm giving my dad a really hard time...

Thanks dad... 'cos you've really opened my eyes to the real world out there...

And mom... for all your care and concern... the sleepness nights taking care of me, sitting beside me, patting me to sleep and downing me with water when I was sick and down with the asthma... THANK YOU...

I wish I'll grow up to be like you, GOD fearing parents who brought me up in the ways of GOD...

Men and Women... what's the picture?

We did a survey in class today... with questions (sweeping statements rather) like All women want to be mothers, most men are afraid of strong competent women etc. yeah... so we went along drawing circles all over the page, trying too hoop the numbers at "random"...

Things I strongly disagreed with (things I put 5)

Big boys don't cry--- who told u that... it's always good to let your emotions flow... what's the point of bottling them all up to look "man"? yeah man, you'll pop your cork soon man... just try... both literally and figuratively, if you get the meaning...

A man who cooks and buys groceries isn't masculine--- right... take a look at Mr. David Anthony Glosz okay... He's like the best cook after my mother lor... okay maybe he's better than my mother, but I won't know, 'cause she's never cooked Penne or Linguine and stuff...

A man should stay at home until his children are grown--- er... you don't wear pants for no reason okay... YOU ARE THE HEAD OF THE HOUSE... pls start acting like one and generate the family's income... they depend on you!!!

I dunno... i don't think I actually strongly agreed with anything, but I'll strongly agree with one thing

I CAN'T DRAW PERFECT CIRCLES FOR NUTS... right I think I drew like past 50 circles and none of them ever close properly... they either don't close or they over-close... er... if there's technically such a term... yeah...

It's getting worse... this talk about love vs affection

Right... Love vs affection... Okay it's getting boring...

Love- takes it from the heart
Affection- takes it from the outside

I don't know... I thought it always starts from the outside 1st... You're gonna have to marry someone you can wake up to rite?

Yeah imagine waking up to the face of the ugliest person in the world... okay I'm sorry, I don't mean to be mean... yeah... mean as in mean you know... yeah...

whatever...

how ironic can one be?

Okay... we were supposed to discuss about BGR again in today's lesson... not that there's anything wrong or irritating or boring about that...

we were split into 3 groups today... yeah my group had to discuss on 2 qns...

How has getting into a relationship since changed your personality?
How and when did it end?

yes... we never got past qn 2...

"how has getting into a relationship changed your personality?"
"Oh! It has made me more gentle."
"Hey! ***** says that she has become more gentle!" (this meaning the announcement to the whole class)
SMACK! and a hand lands on his back immediately...

Okay... how gentle can that be... my what great irony...

Me? well I don't know... I don't have a girlfriend now... maybe not till Uni even... ah... I guess committing myself to GOD is first priority now... and all the other things will chase after me... wahahas... okay that's cool...

1 John 4:18
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.

Friendships matter

Today we had ME lesson... so? wahahas... nevermind, cos it now gives me an excuse to on the computer every Tuesday... LOL... thx Mdm Hoh...

Okay so we're supposed to write a journal after every lesson...

Today I had my confirmation to my beliefs that an important part of friendship is constructive criticism. Unpopular thoughts should be shared with one another with openess... Yes the other party should be open to recieve...

It really helps... people will change and friendships will be strengthened... If you're so afraid of Sharing your Thoughts, your friendship will never progress... It will only stagnate, and even decline beacuse of some of the actions that your friends do that you have been tolerating for so long... You've gotta let it out...

Of course, the Holy Spirit is going to be the one who changes me from the inside out... yeah... Okay I think I'll stick to the poeple in New Creation more now... yeah 'cos we're all GBHFDL...

Philippians 2:13
for it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure.

If God has put the will of friendship in my life, he'll give me the strength to make more friends...
Afterall JESUS is my BEST friend.